Pain

Painting by Alivia

I had once said

Pain is the best friend

It still stands true

I am tired of

Expecting,

Waiting to be

Understood

Waiting for

That support

Waiting fills me

With uncertainty

And even though,

My life has been

Uncertain

This is not the kind of

Uncertainty I can deal with

I am tired of waiting

For the pain

To be relieved

Tired of those

Bouts of happiness

Which were never

Meant for me

Tired of this

World and its people

Tired of everything

Except my pain

My one

True friend.